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alifeworthlivingisalifewithyou:

Me.

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sickandstupid:

it started out so innocent. maybe someone made a fat comment. or maybe you broke up with someone and wanted to show them what they were missing. maybe you wanted to just get healthier. or lose a few pounds.
so you started out doing it healthy, didn’t you? you saw some progress. but soon enough that progress wasn’t enough. you weren’t losing fast enough. you hate your appearance now. you can’t look in the mirror. maybe you’re binging now to fill the emptiness inside you. maybe you’re purging too. or exercising for hours. all you think about is food. and weight. and calories. you dream about food. you wake up in fear. the most basic human action becomes the hardest thing for you to do.
fat doesn’t mean fat anymore. it means angry. frustrated. sad.
and most important?
failure.

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